Damian Morris

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It’s Not Racist if You’re Not White

I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately and I’m going to keep this short, but why the fuck is racism so one sided? I mean a black man can call a white man a cracker and no one even cares, it’s as if it doesn’t even matter. And to me, it doesn’t matter, call me what you want. But if a white man even says the word nigga or nigger I guess, everyone and their mom freaks out. I watched this white kid do a cover of a rap song and obviously since it’s a rap song it says nigga a hundred billion times, and everyone called him a racist for saying nigga in a cover song. He wasn’t being racist, but they were definitely throwing around that race card. Then we have things like BET (Black Entertainment Television). If a group of white people started WET (White Entertainment Television) people would flip shit. Then we have blackpeoplemeet.com. That site was out for a long time and nobody ever had a problem with it. Then, on December 29, 2015 whitepeoplemeet.com was started and people freaked out. 

The thing I’m trying to understand is how people can sit there and start groups or companies based on their race and then throw in the race card when white people do the same fucking thing. 

I don’t know, maybe I’m just a racist. That’s it for me, and for now, I’m signing off. 

Damian

Women’s Rights: All or Nothing

We live in a day and age where women have become independent, strong and successful in society. Now that’s not to say that women have achieved their goal in total equality. Women still do not make as much as men do (depending on said job/position) and are generally viewed as the lesser of men. But women are able to do so much more than they were a hundred years ago. For instance, they have the right to do with their body as they see fit. If they want to get an abortion, great, they have many resources to do so. They can vote, that’s awesome. They can run for public office, more power to them (pun intended). 

But… Women need to realize that if you wish to be treated as an equal to men, it means you will be treated equally in all aspects. Let me ask you a question. Why do men pay for the bill when on a date? Is it because we (men) believe that you (women) are unable to afford it (what, with the lower wages and all) or do we feel that it is the courteous thing to do? So how would you feel if you went out on a date with a guy and he expected you to pay for the bill? Or asked you to split it? You’d assume a couple of things. A) You’d assume he couldn’t afford it. B) He doesn’t have any class. But why? If you want to be equal to men, you should assume some of the same responsibilities, right?

Lastly, I want to touch up on domestic violence. I agree that there is never a time where a man should first strike a woman. Never. I just feel that a man should have enough self-control to never hit a woman out of anger. But, I will not say that there is never a time when a man shouldn’t hit a woman. For instance, if a woman is hitting a man, and I mean really hitting a man, you should fully expect to get hit right back. Self defense is self defense no matter who the attacker is. If you want to be treated like a man would be treated, expect a fist, rather than a calm manner. You can’t have it both ways. 

Any way, let me know what you think is the comment section. Am I wrong in thinking this way? That’s all, and for now, I’m signing off. 

Damian

My Job Sucks

Working at Walmart is by no means glamorous. In fact, it sucks. BUT, it pays the bills (kind of). So it’s fine for now. 

That’s all, and for now, I’m signing off. 

Damian

Fighting Against Myself: An Inside Battle

I’m not sure I’ve ever been in a darker place than I am now. I don’t like to show my emotions, even in writing. That’s why I think this letter is essential to getting past this barrier I’ve run into. 

If I get right down to it, I’m pissed off and sad and scared, for a number of reasons. 

I’m pissed off at God. There’s this fakeness in the church that is so repulsive that’s led me to turn away from God and not want to look back. If God’s love is so great, then why are his followers so disgusting? 

I’m pissed off at myself for giving in to my addiction time and time again. Food. I know what I’m doing, yet I choose not to stop. I’ve been fat for as long as I can remember and I have NEVER been okay with it, yet I chose to be content with it. 

I’m sad because I miss my mom. It’s been almost six years since she died and there hasn’t been a day where I haven’t thought about her. She was my best friend, someone who I could turn to for advise about anything. She was my support, and now, she’s gone. 

I’m sad because I’ve gotten myself into a spot where I can’t get out of. I don’t like being confined and that’s exactly what I’ve done to myself. I’ve always been able to just pack up and leave whenever I want, but I’m in a spot where I can no longer do that. 

I’m scared that if I actually pursued what it is I want to do, I would let those who have helped me out when I had nothing, down. I feel that they’d think I just used them to get what I wanted. 

I’m scared of my future. If I stop and think of where I’ll be in five years, it’s in the same position I am in right now, and it scares me. I can barely live paycheck to paycheck. I just feel this rut I’m in is impossible to get out of. 

Luckily I have some awesome people in my life who are not only understanding, but are always there to show support when I need it. My roommates are awesome and have been there for me time and time again. My mentor and one of my closest friends (despite living 1200 miles away) has and always will be there for me and I can’t thank him enough for everything he’s done for me. 

I think that’s enough drepressingness. I’ll be back with more (probably less depressing), but for now, I’m signing off. 

Damian

What to Say

I’ve been thinking and I think I know why I don’t post very often (if ever) on my site. When I write I like to stick to a theme and when that happens I tend to exhaust myself of things to write about. This site is titled after my own name, so why not talk about everything? 

So prepare yourselves for a hurricane of things from me. I’ll pretty much be talking about everything that interests me or pisses me off. For example: video games, vaping, comic books, church, politics and other day to day things I do. Which ones of those interests me or pisses me off? Well, you’ll just have to find out. 

That’s it for today everybody and for now, I’m signing off. 

Damian

It’s Been a While

Well, this is awkward. I completely forgot about this little blog thing I started. It’s been a while since I’ve posted and I feel like it’s time to get started again. 

I’m not going to promise a posted every day or even every week but, I will try my hardest. I promise. 

There will be more to come, but for now, I’m signing off. 

Damian 

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